I am doing fine. Still trying to stay positive to everything.
Some of my husbands may think that is insane since I have the worst expectation to outcome as I can imagine. Well not that worst yet. But I have been running out of patience. I don’t know what is going on.
Things didn’t go the way I wanted, and I am not sure if it’s supposed to be like that (knowing that I am a god…however, useless since it doesn’t seem like I am doing anything).
I want to talk about being hopelessly relying on others in my thoughts. Hahah! I don’t want to be negative. It’s pure positive as I can make it.
I am struggling. It’s not good.