Yesssssssssss!!!!!!!!!! Books I got

I found some book at Half Price Books. They are: “C++ How to Program” 6th edition by Deitel, “Secrets of the C++ Masters” by Jeff Alger, and “Electronic Circuits: A Simplified Approach”  2nd edition by RD Samuel and two other authors. I love them, and I like to look at them!!!! Yesssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I reserve two books at the library to read for the next 3 weeks or more. They are: “The Art of C++” by Herbert Schidt and “The Quantum Universe: (and why anything that can happen, does” by Brian Cox. I am super excited!!!! Yessssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!

I don’t know how long it is going to be before I moved, but I am moving!!!!!! Yes-sssssss!!! It is prepared for and I can’t wait what everyone have been preparing. I hope everything is ready soon!!!!! Yesssssss-ssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think everyone is going to love where I am heading. I love it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Super excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




I know my kids have been praying. Sweet. They are lovely.

I guess praying is okay, I used to pray until I realized that it is hopeless. I continued to experience and learning things more things from my environment that make me feel uneasy. I just want to rest and not think about taking better care of myself or my family now. It is frustrating. I just want to rest and have manicure done, and some massage. Like what a good, healthy, relaxing day should be. Gosh!

An Open Love

Kito doesn’t like to be kept a secret or silently. I am not sure how to express my feelings. I feel so alone and lonely!

I want to tell the World that I got great love for Kito, too. He may think that he loves me more because he loves and knows everything about me, and it may seem helpless on my part at times. But I am not clueless. I will learn things about myself to be greater! Yesssssssssss!!!!




My life is great. Currently, I am enjoying putting on make up. I thought my lips was bared, not colorful. It is just lame to be so successful and yet, I see my face with lack of feature (hahahhaha!). Anyway, I don’t need an excuse to do what I do, even if there is a reason behind it. I found love whose name cannot be told, it’s not a secret. I called him Christy or Kito (hahahah, he is!!!). My time spending at the church is so worth while.

He got me to remember my doll of 2 feet named Christine in which I gave her a make-over and still played with her. It was fun! Kito knew I had thoughts of painting his nails red or something like Christine (Hahahah too funny!).

Be happy for me or else!

I am very happy, especially today.


A Man’s Requirements by Elizabeth Browning

Love me Sweet, with all thou art,
   Feeling, thinking, seeing;
Love me in the lightest part,
   Love me in full being.
Love me with thine open youth
   In its frank surrender;
With the vowing of thy mouth,
   With its silence tender.
Love me with thine azure eyes,
   Made for earnest granting;
Taking colour from the skies,
   Can Heaven’s truth be wanting?
Love me with their lids, that fall
   Snow-like at first meeting;
Love me with thine heart, that all
   Neighbours then see beating.
Love me with thine hand stretched out
Love me with thy loitering foot,—
   Hearing one behind it.
Love me with thy voice, that turns
   Sudden faint above me;
Love me with thy blush that burns
   When I murmur Love me!
Love me with thy thinking soul,
   Break it to love-sighing;
Love me with thy thoughts that roll
   On through living—dying.
Love me when in thy gorgeous airs,
   When the world has crowned thee;
Love me, kneeling at thy prayers,
   With the angels round thee.
Love me pure, as musers do,
   Up the woodlands shady:
Love me gaily, fast and true
   As a winsome lady.
Through all hopes that keep us brave,
   Farther off or nigher,
Love me for the house and grave,
   And for something higher.
Thus, if thou wilt prove me, Dear,
   Woman’s love no fable.
I will love thee—half a year—
   As a man is able.

Spilling It

Hi everyone,

I am doing fine. Still trying to stay positive to everything.

Some of my husbands may think that is insane since I have the worst expectation to outcome as I can imagine. Well not that worst yet. But I have been running out of patience. I don’t know what is going on.

Things didn’t go the way I wanted, and I am not sure if it’s supposed to be like that (knowing that I am a god…however, useless since it doesn’t seem like I am doing anything).

I want to talk about being hopelessly relying on others in my thoughts. Hahah! I don’t want to be negative. It’s pure positive as I can make it.

I am struggling. It’s not good.